Post by Tala on Jun 21, 2007 19:52:21 GMT -5
*thanks for the memories
even though they weren't that great
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The girl had been just fallen into a deep slumber when her dreams set in. Or actually nightmares. She writhed upon the ground, feet and nose twitching, snout curling in a silent snarl. It was hard to pin point exactly what she was dreaming about, but it sure was bad. A little of this and a little of that, mostly though they were about the horrible things she had done to make Sashe hate her. Her Sashe. The girl missed that boy, she had loved him like a fat kid loves cake. Without him she didn't feel completely whole, a little part of her was missing. By now she was awake again, but her eyes remained shut tightly; leaving her to her thoughts. She missed Sashe terribly, and at times even tricked herself into believing he would come back and rescue her from this hell hole. She longed for his velvet lips to run along her fur and she missed the way he had looked at her like she was the only girl in the world. He had bestowed upon her her his first child, but that was when everything bad and begun back in Darkness Falls. She had got to caught up in the drama and when the pup was born she had slain it, murdered her own child; her first. Sashe had been disgusted with her and left, but he returned later and came for her just like before. She tried to regain his trust and more importantly his love. But things were never the same between them and he desperately tried to make things work between him and Eclipse, his alpha. Oh how she missed the times they had spent together, just the two of them. They had a secret romance that was so deep. Oh but she had been so young then, and so deeply in love. But now Sashe was gone and she had long ago given up hope of him returning to her. The devilishly handsome boy was long gone, and really why would he ever want her back? She had nothing but hurt him, wreck everything they had ever built between them. All of it was gone now and she was terribly alone. All alone.
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